little monster

This little creature whom I consider such an adorable baby had really turned into a little monster without i even realized it. What else choices do i had aside from accepting the fact that my little brother was really growing up to be such an annoying lil boy. Nevertheless its still fun though to have him around..hahaha..he just so love throwing tantrums whenever he felt really sleepy or he felt hungry.That's actually the time when i really hate to deal with. What a nuissance. He seems to act as he's already expert in everything.For goodness sake, he's not even able to stand on his own feet let it be to walk properly.. and now he had his eyes on everything especially those with really striking colour, grabbed the things whenever he felt like it.. those tempting paper that he really like the most coz him to be more aggressive..so far he's not creating a big mess..yet..who knows what'll happen in just a few months when he got his own feet..
i just can't imagine it..we'll wait and see.. =D

MissiNg..

It was really hard for me to pour out what i'd felt right now. It was this kind of mixed feeling that i don't even understand despites of all the thinking and reflection that i'd been doing for the whole day.Sometimes i felt a surge of happiness without any reasons. In other occasion, i felt a tinge of sadness all of sudden especially when i remembered all those awful things that attacked me when i was least prepared. I know there's no use to weep over the pasts but sometimes it just kept popping up in my mind without i even realized it. However, remembering those awful things actually give me an unexplainable new spirit to wake up from the failure and realizing things that I 'd not been able to before.Besides, I was the kind of person who'll easily remember something in the past even if it was not really worth it to even remember . Though how awful things can get in my life, i know there must be something worthy hidden behind it .Who knows it will eventually turned me into a whole new person, more matured and tougher. I'm not that matured yet in facing all the hardships awaited, that's why i was kind of lost when something really bad happened to me.

Mistakes,life and community..

Last night,I'd encountered a case regarding a a well known public figure. He had committed three offenses like being involved in fighting and the newest is the hit and run case.For me it was a serious offense to be done by a person but when i heard about the punishment he's going to face, I think it was an illogical kind of punishment.Based on the articles i'd been reading, this person had admit his mistake at the police station a few hours after the incident. Admitting his own mistake at the police station wasn't an easier thing to do especially when one is put under this kind of situation especially being the public figure.But despites of all the consequences that he might face in the future, he had make the right decision to admit it even though he knows that his career at a stake. It is not easy for someone to admit his own mistake especially when it's involved the hit and run case. However, in this case, the victims didn't have any injuries, lucky for him though. When I've discovered that certain netizens want him to be kicked out of his group, i don't really know whether it is the right thing the do.When we think about it again,this person has realized his own mistake and being suspended is hard enough for him to endure.But for being kicked out is just too harsh especially for someone who actually has regretted and admitted his own mistakes which rarely being done by people who committed serious offense. Because of the first case he's involved in,he was deeply depressed not only because of his career at a stake but the community seems to be looked at him as though he'd involved in robberies, rape or homicide. I don't know why some people feel satisfied to see someone who's actually has realized his own mistakes to be suffered.I personally think it is our responsibility to actually guide this people to be in the right path and being realized the mistakes one had committed is good enough.The same goes to the problematic students. Even these delinquent students had realized their own mistakes, sometimes certain people seems to think that delinquent youngsters who they called trash will forever be a trash. This perception is totally unreasonable because human being can change and the community plays an important role in guiding these people and not punishing them especially when they had realized their mistakes. Regarding the cases that I'd mention, i think if we're in his shoes, we'll understand what he feels and the depression he had to endure due to his wrong doing.

the journey of the day..

There's nothing much happened today..its just another boring day of my term break..
well its not really boring anyway..how can we let the times flying away so wastefully (like i spend all my times beneficially) so pathetic.
as usual, i woke up a little bit earlier than yesterday..haha..yesterday i was just got carried away watching gokusen and the result was ..i woke up extremely late..luckily i wasn't left my subuh prayer..hahaha..it seems like i'd turned out to be a ######## what's that..i couldn't guess it either..
i need to look after my lil brother..he'd really turned out to be an adorable baby but still i couldn't figure it out where in the world he inherited that kind of
attitude..he loved to impersonate what i did..the truth was i was the one who tought him to do such nonsense things..useless big sister..
whatever it is,he made my life so exciting,complete and not so dull like always..and i love him so damn much..i also loves love all my siblings..its not like i'll abandon my other siblings because of wa'ie.ok i'd been saying unnecessary thing..so i'll keep going to watch gokusen bye!
wassalam

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"Everyone seems to run away when there's trouble but if you ran away,that's it.Nothing can be done or solved.When encountering obstacles or hardships,pull yourself together and face the challenge ahead with no doubt".

hERE We @re aGAIN..!

i didn't know where to begin...its kind of hard to mention about this matter..
actually...
ergghhh..why is it so hard for me to do this!
well actually .....
there's nothing "important" to mention in this blog...
i just wanna play around...it was kind of boring today with nothing to waste time on.its not like i was using all my times wisely or beneficially during my lifetime..its just that i was always busy doing this and that..and when I'd got so many free times which i rarely had,i didn't know what to do anymore..hahahaha..
so pathetic.
i didn't have any idea what to do right now. MUET was just around the corner and i had not prepare anything for this important event...i didn't even know the real format of this exam.
we had not learn anything.i felt like I'd abandon my English and it was totally sucks right now.

BreakiNg n3ws!!!!!!!!!

it's over! its definitely,totally and fully OVER...alhamdulillah.. i was finally being dragged out from this thing..hahaha..what was that exactly?
FiNAL eXAM WAS over...phew..it was pretty hectic studying all day non stop,being surrounded with papers, books,tutorials etc...it was a really havoc week especially when the three of us suddenly being out of our minds while studying...
#there'll be a shouting came out all of sudden especially from fadhilah ...saying..aaahhhhhhhh..i'm not finish these yet,i haven't do that..what the heck was it all about? why was it i haven't know these things before?..these were all her famous saying while studying...hahaha..it was really funny because she puts all her emotions in expressing how nervous she was getting up as our exam getting nearer.
#fisha and fadhilah would suddenly bickering each other..saying..see,i've said it already..you didn't want to believe me..kurang asam..kurang ajar..what else..i forgot already.
#Conflicts,problems,fighting..all came in once causing the three of us being out of our minds in a split second..hahaha..i like these things the most..
#our room was practically in mess and it was much more worse than before..
and now we are free in this free country,free to do anything during this free holiday!