Thump..ThUMp..

what the hell with that sound..
my heart was beating furiously...
i think it'll gonna explode in any second..
allah..tomorrow upu's result will come out...owh..owh
what i'm gonna do..nothing actually..just waiting for the result..hoho..
well, i'm really hope a miracle will happen..
in a blink of eye..pum..i've got the offer to enrol in 'asasi sains' course!
well it's just my hope and dream...
it's the only chance i've got after i've been stuck with 1B..to actually pursue my dream in becoming....??? a doctor..
nowadays everyone seems to run for it..as a career though..
so the competition is quite tough especially if one got stuck in any science subjects.
even if it was only a B..it still wouldn't guarantee whether we'll have a chance to pursue our dreams in becoming a doctor because there're so many straight A's out there who actually competing with each other...
unless we really work hard for that thing and never give up every time we fall...
well, there's actually people who're so lucky because they got PAMA scholarship..hahaha..(PAMA stands for papa and mama)..
i'm so devastated right now..
ya allah..please help me bear with whatever obstacles that appear in my life..
insya allah ..i'll not give up though i'm actually fail this time..
i'm really wish that i can realize my own dreams...