Order oF re@cTI0N.!!!!!!

how in the world i want to complete this lab report..my biggest problem is i don't know what else to put in that damn discussion..
ergghh...hopefully there'll be a way to solve this problem..
this complicated lab report is soo ... annoying!!!!!
nope..i don't think its annoyed me to hell..its just that i was kind of clueless right now..
i feel nothing actually..just hoping that this so called beloved lab report could be finish today..pray for me..
i need to cook for lunch..so lazy
but i still need to get off my butt right now and go to cook
or else my sisters will babble non-stop and this is what we called annoying ..
before i write something nonsense ..i'll stop for a while coz there are pile of works need to be handled..
i love u so much!!!!! *my blog* hahahaha.. =P

another day...

i was just heading home from pekan..and its not like i felt tired or anything doing nothing for the whole day..except for eating,sleeping,,eating sleeping and the cycle kept rotating until..i couldn't figure it out either..
no matter what..it's like getting a really sweet revenge for being tortured doing all studying stuff non-stop just before the break..its such a good feeling to be at home,even for a while..
i miss all those silly things that i kept doing whenever i was back at home..
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!
it's just too sweet and wonderful to be immortal..

its just so like home..

of course it felt like being at home..
coz i'm home..finally..i'd able to get away from all those stressful events that kept hunting me..
tests are over!!!
it felt like some of the burdens on my shoulder were removed for a while..
yet there are so many things to sort out during this mid-term break..
how i really wish that all the lecturers forgot to give assignments but my dreams go downhill..
they'd prepared lots of assignments more than i could imagine..
so tired lor..
sleepless night,tests awaiting for two days in a row really made me feel like a zombi..
now i need to fill in upu's form..
and here the problem is..
i'm in the middle of nowhere..
the unknown future
i need to make up my mind
its not like i didn't know what i really want..
but it scared me
whether
i'd made the right choice in choosing the path of my life..
confused!!!!!

ThingS tO bE DONE!!!!!

*lab RepOrts...in progress
*bio assignments..haven't started anything yet..need to finish it by hook or by crook
*tests and tests and tests for the last week before mid-term break..
so many thingssss to be done!!!!!!!argh!!!!!
not stressed out yet..but i think it'll coming soon..just wait and see
problems uncountable..
and now i need to finish all these things no matter what
or else..i'll be dead!!!!!!
no more blogging..for a while..
and i just hope a miracle can happen in any moment!

ohioOo!!!!!!!!

Its early in the morning..and yet i haven't had a proper sleep..i'm sleepy but my beloved lab report kept bugging me to finish it on no matter what..there's too much assignments waiting ahead and i felt like putting aside all those papers and sleep for the whole day..how i wish i'd the urge to do something like that..why not! but i just can't do that..
just a few hours ago, fadhilah was giving a tazkirah at the 'surau' and she's kept mentioning about how lucky we're to have a mom..of course they're so damn lucky to have someone who'll never left their sides, someone to rely on and won't leave them no matter what..how i wish i'd another chance to be loved and cherished by a person called mom..nevertheless, i don't think fate is cruel just because it took away someone that i cherished the most because Allah never let me felt alone..not even a single bit of time..He's giving me the most wonderful dad in the world..a loving and caring stepmother and an adorable little brother..He's taking away my mom, yet He's giving more than anyone could wish and i was really thankful for that..family is my life..and i miss them so damn much..
they're the persons that i treasure the most in this whole world. Savoring the moments with them is one precious thing that i would never let go no matter what