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heartache,confused,miserable..
whats wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just couldn't figure it out..maybe i'll think too much..my inferiority complex is just too much to bear..Allah,please give me the strength to put aside all those feelings..why is it that i can't be like other people,handling their feeling or emotion so well..these feelings kept bothering me and it makes me so depressed sometime..be more optimist, can you?erghhhhhh..i just wanna pour out all those feelings that really make my life miserable. anyway this is what life is all about..experiencing all those feelings..happy,sad,nervous,excited..all these feelings spice up our lives, making it more meaningful and memorable..wouldn't it be so dull if we're happy or sad all the times..whatever the feeling is..just bear with it coz this is actually the process of learning..
like what my friend had said..we tend to choose the best mug of all but we forget to actually savour the taste of great coffee that lies within the mug..this how we treat our lives, busy searching and making effort to reach our own goal yet forget to savor this short life given to us..how a wastage..