sleepiness..not

its early in the morning and yet i'm still in front of my lappy doing some kind of "study"..hahaha..i'm studying and at the same time i kept wandering around the internet..what kind of study was that.i myself couldn't explain it.. respiratory module were quite confusing with lots of physics thingy, and the more i wanna escape from that subject the more it kept following me around..aissh..no matter how tragic it was for me to understand the concept involving this physics thingy, as long as i could grab the basic concept..it was such a relief..alhamdulillah.

all of sudden i kept remembering last week event..ayah,ummi.abang,qilah,wa'ie,ifah and me..all of us finally being able to spend time together after quite some time..though it was just for a brief period of time..i felt contented..its not like we're going for a trip or having a holiday together..its just that we're going to send qilah off to uia and not more than that..but still we're able to create memories together..i knew the moment i saw my little brother,i'd gone crazy for a little while..i kept running and jumping around the hotel room with him like a mad girl and nobody cared..hahaha..though i'd gone crazy, i was happy to see 'em.. i know as we grow older,it was really hard to have a time where all the family members could gather and chatter around like the old days..i also realize how all my little sisters had grown up and one of 'em was now able to continue her study in the field she's really longing for..and i'm really happy for her..how i wish my mom could be with us and said that she's really proud to have us..i know it was impossible but i just culdn't help it..alhamdulillah..ya Allah thank you so much for all the things that you'd been given to me no matter the gifts or the trials, i'm really thankful for that..