Thump..ThUMp..

what the hell with that sound..
my heart was beating furiously...
i think it'll gonna explode in any second..
allah..tomorrow upu's result will come out...owh..owh
what i'm gonna do..nothing actually..just waiting for the result..hoho..
well, i'm really hope a miracle will happen..
in a blink of eye..pum..i've got the offer to enrol in 'asasi sains' course!
well it's just my hope and dream...
it's the only chance i've got after i've been stuck with 1B..to actually pursue my dream in becoming....??? a doctor..
nowadays everyone seems to run for it..as a career though..
so the competition is quite tough especially if one got stuck in any science subjects.
even if it was only a B..it still wouldn't guarantee whether we'll have a chance to pursue our dreams in becoming a doctor because there're so many straight A's out there who actually competing with each other...
unless we really work hard for that thing and never give up every time we fall...
well, there's actually people who're so lucky because they got PAMA scholarship..hahaha..(PAMA stands for papa and mama)..
i'm so devastated right now..
ya allah..please help me bear with whatever obstacles that appear in my life..
insya allah ..i'll not give up though i'm actually fail this time..
i'm really wish that i can realize my own dreams...

A tRIP To kL.... cAN't waiT !!!!!

I'm gonna have a trip to kL with mc na...ooyeah! can't wait to go there n fool around with saf n frh while making iqh jealous like hell ..hoho..so anticipating..i love to make budok annoyed n jealous..well iqah u can't join us coz u're really BuSy with your assignments, study,sleeping, eating n etc..so just watching us enjoying ourselves without u..woohooo!

we'll take lots of pictures for you,honey! catcha! catcha ..don't be jealous..budok study molep2 deh..saf, frh..wait for me!
hahahhhaahahahaha i'm so happy! nk ajk zirah kuar skali...zirah tlg ek dwnload citer best2..i can't wait to watch 'em!

p/s iqah..u look like this kitty when u're listening to ur mp4...ngehehe..so funny!
glitter-graphics.com

i love you guys n my family!!!
i've got matrix gambang n foundation unikl at kolej mara kulim tp dlm aliran fizik..how come? i'm really don't have any idea..

hoho..i just wanna put SoMEthing..

4 all my friends..u're really crazy..u just love to fool around and it made me think are u really a student or a joker? no matter how crazy u are and whatever u have done to me just to make me pissed off with all of u, i just can't stay mad at you..you're the most wonderful gifts that i've ever had after my family..love u all..btw you guys are psycho n weirdo sometimes..hoho..don't get mad at me! i'm just telling the truth..

At 1o Ti0n..

There's actually an interesting book that i've been reading halfway entitled The Secret Behind Trials by Harun Yahya. I haven't finished it yet but for me this book really taught me a lot about how we as muslims should act when we encountered any difficulties, frustration or misfortune in our lives. It is easier to say that we should stay strong and never give up on our lives no matter what happens but once we are tested with great failure or misfortune it turns out to be the other way. Hence, we as muslims should set in our mind that no matter how hard or difficult the tests from Allah, never lose faith in Him and be patient in facing all those things.

These are a few informations that I'm gonna share with you..
( source : The Secret Behind Trials by Harun Yahya)

Allah tells us that believers will undergo many tests in this world. For example, they will be tested in their personal lives and with their possessions, or will be confronted with traps set by unbelievers and be falsely accused. In other words, they may encounter difficulties at every stage in their lives. But the important thing is that they continue to practice the Qur'an's morality in difficult times, remember Allah without ceasing, give thanks, and realize that everything will turn out well.

people are responsible for serving Allah and for submitting and remaining attached to Him in all circumstances. One way to show this attachment is to be patient in all difficulties and frustrations in this world.

Moreover, such times may come along when least expected

and last, or seem to last, for a long time. For example, a rich

person may become poor, a successful person may encounter sudden failure, and another person may lose a loved one, become ill, or handicapped. But regardless of the test, Allah promises endless good things to those of His servants who patiently endure them.

We will test you with a certain amount of fear and hunger,

and loss of wealth, life, and fruits. But give good news to the

steadfast. Those who, when disaster strikes them, say: "We

belong to Allah, and to Him we will return." Those are the

people who will have blessings and mercy from their Lord;

they are the ones who are guided. (Surat al-Baqara, 155-57)

Or did you suppose that you would enter the Garden with -

out facing the same as those who came before you? Poverty

and illness afflicted them, and they were shaken to the point

that the Messenger and those who believed with him asked:

"When is Allah's help coming?" Be assured that Allah's help

is very near. (Surat al-Baqara, 214)

As a mercy from Him, Allah has created various trials for believers and then made them easy to endure, provided that they remain faithful to Him and put themselves in His hands. Those Muslims who truly believe and sincerely submit to Him see a lesson in the constant change that appears to them, and they contemplate it eagerly and with thankfulness. Similar to someone who sits comfortably in a theater watching a movie, they follow with joyful trust the destiny prepared for them. Sometimes these scenes are full of activity

or frightening; other times they may be pleasant and serene But in their totality, however, there is the joy and eagerness of belief.

Frightening scenes have been especially prepared and planned

down to their slightest detail. But in the end, all of them are included in Allah's knowledge and under His control. Those Muslims who understand the reality of destiny and grasp the secret of its trials see each instance of misfortune, hunger,

or poverty as a good thing and take great pleasure in it, knowing

that the fine moral character they display in the face of these trials is very precious in Allah's sight. This type of joy is unique to believers. When confronted by such difficulties, Muslims do not give way to melancholy, stress, pain, panic, or fear, because they know that Allah will change all of these things to their advantage. In the

Qur'an, Allah says to believers:

... Allah will not give the unbelievers any way against the

believers. (Surat an-Nisa', 141)

Those who say: "Our Lord is Allah" and then go straight will

feel no fear and will know no sorrow. (Surat al-Ahqaf, 13)

Not so! All who submit themselves completely to Allah and are good-doers will find their reward with their Lord. They will feel no fear and will know no sorrow.

(Surat al-Baqara,112)

Yes, the friends of Allah will feel no fear and will know no sorrow. Those who believe and have done their duty, there is good news for them in the life of this world and in the Hereafter. There is no changing the words of Allah. That is the great victory! (Surah Yunus, 62-64)

For truly, with hardship comes ease; truly, with hardship

comes ease. (Surat al-Inshirah, 5-6)

So, believers trust in His endless justice, wait for this promised

relief, and never lose hope. They remember that something good

will come after the difficulty ends, either in this world or the next

always trusting in Allah is a mean for believers to attain

love and contentment

NoThING..

for those who don't want to be like this, do not overload yourself
with pile of works..hoho..
btw this thingy is quite adorable..so i don't mind to be like this..hehe..



GOOD LUCk..for those who'll undergo mara's interview today..i'll pray 4 your success..
show 'em your ability and passion..go.. go.. go you'll can do it!

my annoying n cute little brother...

- wa'ie...he is my only little brother
-he was born on 24th feb 2009
- still baby though..about 6 weeks
- i love his smell..i think i've addicted to it.. hoho..
- he loves to cry very LOUDLY..so annoying laa..just because umi breastfeed him a little late..
- he really loves to sleep in the bedmaster room coz there is AIR COND..cerewet bdk kecik nih! hehe..
-he'll sleep easily if he was really sleepy..that's why i said it's not easy to make him sleep..hoho..it was quite tired though to babysit him.. 0 0 !
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- i think i can lose weight easily doing this thing everyday..hahaha (babysitting my annoying little brother)
-i love to make him annoyed and crying..it was a really wonderful feeling..hohoho..i love this kind of activity!
- he's really cute especially when he smiles..well he's definitely my little brother!
-he knows when we bad-mouth him..hoho..
-he loves to do a lot of movements..exercise ke dik?..sometimes it looks like he is riding a bicycle with his legs going up n down..
-he loves to POO..bucuk ah..
- despites of all his annoying behaviours ..i still LOVE him very much..muahaha.. xoxo

he was in a labour room..welcome to the world!
he was still being covered with blood..hooho.. :p


adikku y dh dibersihkn drpda darah..
now i'm already clean..who wanna kiss me? hehe..



now he knows how to smile..say cheese!
so cute! muahahaa..

haa..dia dh start mrh laa ni..jaga2 laa
sbb once dia dh nangis mmg ssh nk brenti ..
penat woo nk mjaga bdk kecik ni..


ni masa die tgh koya..so this is actually
the right time to make him annoyed..
come on..who wanna join me?

when he cried, he didn't look so cute laa..
my dad loves to make him cry..
well, like father like daughter..hehe.. :D
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tgk laa wa'ie tido ngan hebatnyer..smpai melelh kuar susu
dri mlut die..adei adikku!

wonderFuL tHoUGhTS

Wa'ie.. who's that?

Hohoho.. my little brother is back..just for a while though..now i've really addicted to his smell.. maybe his smell is the best smell ever.. hehe..nonsense laa.. whoaa.. today i actually succeed to make him sleep..well before this he always tend to cry everytime i hold him.. hampeh sggh bdk kecik nih.. hmph..okla chow dlu bye!

DiNg dOnG.. C2!

Some pics of my roommates y fotogedik not fotogenik.. sorry! just kidding.. hohoho..miss you all so much.. when are we going to meet again? zirah pesan nnti kalu ad reunion bwk ank skali kalu korg dh ad ank..i don't know why she seems to talk a lot about marriage recently..nk kawen dh ke? hehe..gurau je..what is the most important thing to do right now is fulfilling our dreams first.. Gambate! i really hope that all of us will be successful in whatever we do..ok love you all! :p

Reaching for the stars..cayalah c2!
kalu jatuh pdn muke! hohoho.. :D


it was taken during zirah n bunny birthday party..
budok..panggil sape tu?

eeh..bunny nk halau saf amik gamba ke? dok molek gaduh2..
moh amik gambo same2 deh.. :p

kan molek tu amik gambo sama2.. thanks to ili sbb tlg amikkan
gambo kitorg.. HIDUP C2! bEBEEH..

kuya tgk sape la tuh.. xde brung dlm dwn besar kte nih..ceiling
y nk jtuh adlah.. hehe..gurau2..

whoa..mana la calon bdk skema? eleh korg x sedor korg pn skema
gak dlm gmbo ni.. tp y pasti ad sorg budok x ckup umur
hok kuat nangis.. sape la tuh agaknye..
sape gitaw dpt hadiah besh..Copat!

ecah.. macam ariel tv je rupanye..
btw all of you are the best rommates
ever! yeah..yeah!

fuh..stress giler nk dptkn benda merah tuh.. alhamdulillah kte sume
dpt GRADUASI! ohhyeah!

mana zirah.. mana.. x nampak pn.. alah bakpo la pi sembunyi ngan farah..
xnampak mke la zirah ayu n farah bucuuk.. :)

kekoyaan melanda.. maklumlh..penat berdikir barat!
penat pn penat la..yg ptg dikir brat kte dpt no.3! ngehehe..


farah parang.. thanx 4 all the cool pics..
love u!

OOOOOlalaala... woooho!

ooh i felt so lazy to cook anything today.. but my little sis will bla..bla..bla me if i didn't cook anything.. sigh..lazy laa. anyway i'll cook the simplest food ever coz i don't have the urge to cook something nice n delicious..hohoho.. so lazy! now, i'm waiting for upu n i really looked forward to study again..yeaaaaaaaaaah! i felt like my brain dh start berkrat..how come? staying at home with nothing to do is really boring..at least i've something to do when i'm start studying surrounded by lots of books and friends. how i love books so much! :p To iqah n kuya.. slamat berstudy..i'm jealous with both of u..hmph.. saf n frh now enjoying their lives after jpa interviews.. zirah n mekna are now counting days for interview..btw i'm not sure whether mek na will go for that thing.. i've no interview to attend..hehehe..nevertheless i'll still wish the best of luck to all of u.. i think i'll just stay malaysia to continue my study..huhu..EVERYONE..PLEASE PRAY 4 OUR SUCCESS! To abang n qilah happy studying.. qilah just bear with whatever your friends told you..Its your problems anyway not theirs..mrsm's life is really happening, hectic,stressful and memorable.. just enjoy it coz this is what life is all about.. abang do your best in your final year.. may Allah bless all of you.. :D

HAllo To my LoVey DoVEY faMily!

wHoaa! I finally can create my own family blog.. The truth is i felt so bored and don't have nothing beneficial to spent time on. So, I dedicated this blog especially to My bELOVED FaMiLy AnD WHOEVER that actually have the guts to read this blog..hahahaa..
This is actually all about my beloved family and I'm really wish that we'll create lots of wonderful memories together.. GAMBATE! CAHIYOK! FIGHTING!