pack schedule+test=collapse.. 0_0

it was so damn pack..and i didn't know how i could manage to go through this day..it was such a long and tiring days with 6 lectures ...i was survived! it was too much..with that embryology thingy..lots of terms for the same thing but at different stages..why did they create so many terms for that same kind of thing..and now the things to remember are increasing dramatically..how i'm gonna do this! Luckily our kesatria ended up earlier than usual coz was really really tired..and i got BEL paper to sit at night..such a long and tiring day...

mid term break...

it was so lovely to be at home again after having that stressful progress test..i'm just hoping that i won't get bad result coz it was such a last minute preparation with tons of lectures notes to be covered..having not enough time to remember all those little microscopic bacteria, histology with tons of things to memorize and other subjects which are so 'irresistable'..

being so busy for the saf preaparation and all sorts of non-academic activities made me loss sometimes as i couldn't cope with this kind of environment yet..i just couldn't help for being so tired after having such a hectic schedule starting early in the morning and end up late in the evening..may be as time progressing, i was able to cope with all of these thing..i'm really pray for that..The students in this faculty were so brilliant, and i didn't think i was comparable to them..all the seniors from diploma seem to know lots of things and i could imagine that all the things that we learnt were just at their fingertips..the fast track students and matrix students were not bad at all..They were so hardworking and it scared me out sometimes..i'm just praying that i'm able to go through these five years of my life as a medical student..i don't want to be an ordinary doctor..i want to be an extraordinary doctor who can contribute to the societies without expecting any rewards in return..amin..