Tons of things need to be considered, not only the moment of ones marriage but also the life after their marriage. In conclusion, i'm not ready yet to face that kind of life even though i do have the feeling of having someone who was being fated as my husband.. =))
However i felt really envious of my cousins because both of them had found their own happiness and i do really happy for them..May Alllah bless their marriage..
The whole week that we spend was incredulously memorable because for the first time in my life, i enjoyed going back to my dad's hometown and visiting all the relatives who i rarely seen. Before this, i admit that it was such a burden to head back to my dad's hometown because i wasn't that closed with the relatives there and what made me uneasy being with them was that i could hardly understand their kelantanese accent which became the barrier of our communication..However, i do understand what they said easily after living in kelantan for almost two years and now i really enjoyed their company.
There's one time when i visited my great grandmother, i felt a pang of sadness the moment i saw how she was being treated. I wasn't put the blame on anyone, its just that i felt that this world was really unfair because i could tell that this old,sickly grandmother had sacrificed her whole life for the sake of her beloved ones but what she got in return was not as much as what she had given ..The way she was being treated was just so unforgiveable. Just bear in mind that she was not a burden but a gift from Allah. I hope that we won't forget all the sacrifices that had been done by our parents so easily till we have the heart to simply abandoning them like they are nothing.
