How i wish that ibu would be here even for just a split second to see how happy my dad was..

The smile on his face enlightens my day.He seems so happy today that he couldn't afford to erase the smile on his face.I know i'll miss him terribly when the time comes and he's being taken away from me. I don't know how in the world that i'm able to go on with my life when he's not by my side..its scary to think of it but no matter how much i want to put the thought aside, i just couldn't afford to do that because i know the time will come...